Again that’s not to freak you out, or make you feel ashamed your lesson this lifetime is to figure who you are, what your real thoughts are? What are your true beliefs? What do you genuinely think about yourself? These Are some questions you will need to answer this lifetime.
Because you can feel insecure about who you are, you may never strike out on your own and seek your won independence.
The weaker among you will feel obliged to meet all the demands that others put on you without a second thought for yourself. The stronger among you will find your strength by aligning yourself with a cause which will give you a sense of courage; you may become an activist, become a prominent figure in a religious institution
If Neptune is close to your ascendant you will be more psychic than you realise, you will often have the experience of having an idea, discarding it, only for someone else to get the idea and make it successful. Lack of self-confidence can be your biggest downfall in life.
You may also pick of very vague and obscure phobias and anxieties; you are also prone to retreating to fantasy worlds you create with your imagination, especially in your childhood, the themes of escape and mystical experiences will run through the cause of your current incarnation.
In past life you may have been all about me, myself and I a bit too much, you could have been too involved in sensual and material pleasures and self-gratification, this could have been by violent, addictive and reckless means.
In previous lives, you could have lacked personal independence, ambition as your preference was to satisfy your indulgence.
You may have also used your will forcefully but not for the best of causes or reasons; you may have also deprived others of their self-empowerment as you dominated them with your own will and wishes. In this lifetime you may be prone to putting things off, being overly lazy as you create endless worlds and realms in your mind. You may be an excessive gamer- who likes play game in which you can create more fantasy worlds!
Have a good eye for patterns and your body tends to be moving to a rhythm, you can be a good dancer. you may also harbour deep-seated artistic and musical abilities which you should unlock and use to uplift yourself first so that you can then use your unlocked talent to inspire others.
You may experience trouble in the following areas of life, early childhood, your identity, personality, personal independence and you may also experience repercussions from your words and actions.
A Poem about , NEPTUNE IN THE HOUSES
You see me standing here beside you, and hear my voice;
but I tell you that all these things —yes, from that star that
has just shone out in the sky to the solid ground beneath our
feet — I say that all of these are but dreams and shadows:
The shadows that hide the real world from our eyes. There is a
real world, but it is beyond this glamour, and this vision,
beyond these ‘chases in Arras, dreams in a career,’
beyond them all as beyond a veil.
— Arthur Machen, The Great God Pan